Goddess is broken .... again .... time for break methinks
Tuesday, 17 January 2012
Saturday, 14 January 2012
personal
Why the hell to i let myself get upset and hurt over stupid shit that i really don't care about???
I try and be cool and upfront and honest to people and it still bites me on the arse and they feel the need to bring me down and make me feel bad :(
Just because i am a slut and i choose to have multiple partners doesn't mean i don't have feelings dammit!
Sometimes I don't think I am as tough as I would like to be ... damn this being human shit!!!
I try and be cool and upfront and honest to people and it still bites me on the arse and they feel the need to bring me down and make me feel bad :(
Just because i am a slut and i choose to have multiple partners doesn't mean i don't have feelings dammit!
Sometimes I don't think I am as tough as I would like to be ... damn this being human shit!!!
a very quiet whore
So the blog has been really quiet of late. This is for 2 reasons.
Firstly, after being so very unwell and in so much pain I have been trying to be good.
Secondly, there have been people that I met and have done things with that I just didn't think were quite blog worthy!!
Now I am questioning myself. Being the I have this blog so that I can look back fondly on how cool (or evil) I used to be, should I include the good, the bad, the ugly and just the downright horrendous in my blog?
Firstly, after being so very unwell and in so much pain I have been trying to be good.
Secondly, there have been people that I met and have done things with that I just didn't think were quite blog worthy!!
Now I am questioning myself. Being the I have this blog so that I can look back fondly on how cool (or evil) I used to be, should I include the good, the bad, the ugly and just the downright horrendous in my blog?
Some of the excluded entries weren't even that bad, but they may of just been a one off bj or something and I never heard from them again ... in my head, not worth the time to blog about, though now I am thinking maybe I should include all.
I guess I will argue about this with myself until I have someone that is potentially not blog worthy, and then I will make the decision hehe
Saturday, 7 January 2012
His Whore
Ahhh it is all getting confusing now ... but I do like it!!!
Boy Wonder does not like being called a minion hehe.
He calls me his baby girl whore - I love that!!
He wants me to call him Daddy - I love that even more.
I didn't think the baby girl / Daddy dynamic was something I would ever understand or get anything out of, but with him it just feels so natural .... and it makes me smile - A LOT :)
He surprised me with a visit this afternoon. It wasn't for long, and angell was here as well.
We didn't fuck ... I am being such a good girl. Though we did suck and kiss and just spent some delicious time together.
Angell joined us, but again no fucking, just teasing and good old fashioned 'R Rated' fun lol.
I learned today that semen on ones face can reduce and prevent wrinkles ..... I am so not developing any wrinkles this weekend hehehe.
He and I then spent a bit of time alone on the shower. I do enjoy my time with him.
Then he sat with us for a while, had a coffee and was on his way. Just the most perfect visit!
Boy Wonder does not like being called a minion hehe.
He calls me his baby girl whore - I love that!!
He wants me to call him Daddy - I love that even more.
I didn't think the baby girl / Daddy dynamic was something I would ever understand or get anything out of, but with him it just feels so natural .... and it makes me smile - A LOT :)
He surprised me with a visit this afternoon. It wasn't for long, and angell was here as well.
We didn't fuck ... I am being such a good girl. Though we did suck and kiss and just spent some delicious time together.
Angell joined us, but again no fucking, just teasing and good old fashioned 'R Rated' fun lol.
I learned today that semen on ones face can reduce and prevent wrinkles ..... I am so not developing any wrinkles this weekend hehehe.
He and I then spent a bit of time alone on the shower. I do enjoy my time with him.
Then he sat with us for a while, had a coffee and was on his way. Just the most perfect visit!
Thursday, 5 January 2012
The Bureaucrat
I met him yesterday ... I was a good whore, and met for coffee first lol!!!
We talked for ages, flirted a lot. I took the piss outa him (not literally lol ... definitely a third date thing there) cos he seems to pick a lot of the wrong women hehehe. We may of briefly done some inappropriate stuff in a very inappropriate place - but hey you only live once right?????
We were going to catch up last night, but something came up ..... so instead I made him come get me today and take me for a late lunch followed by a little bit of afternoon delight!! I was most delicious and he is such a good little bureaucrat and does everything he is told - as long as i complete all the right paperwork - in duplicate :P:P:P
He will be very casual as he doesn't work in Melbourne, but I can so tell that when we do catch up it is going to be as much fun as one can get out of a public servant mwahahahahahahahahaha
We talked for ages, flirted a lot. I took the piss outa him (not literally lol ... definitely a third date thing there) cos he seems to pick a lot of the wrong women hehehe. We may of briefly done some inappropriate stuff in a very inappropriate place - but hey you only live once right?????
We were going to catch up last night, but something came up ..... so instead I made him come get me today and take me for a late lunch followed by a little bit of afternoon delight!! I was most delicious and he is such a good little bureaucrat and does everything he is told - as long as i complete all the right paperwork - in duplicate :P:P:P
He will be very casual as he doesn't work in Melbourne, but I can so tell that when we do catch up it is going to be as much fun as one can get out of a public servant mwahahahahahahahahaha
PUT YOUR FUCKING MANNERS BACK IN!!!!!!
YES I AM YELLING COS I AM PISSED OFF!!!!!
ok I will stop yelling cos I have your attention!
I get that I am a whore.
I get that I am not having a 'relationship' with any of my minions other than casual but regular - that is fine, it is the way I like it.
That doesn't mean you don't need to show basic manners and respect. Even whores have feelings!!!
If I sms you - respond please. I don't need an immediate response, but within 24 hours would be nice. Even if it is to say "sorry really busy, will get back to you next week"
If you do respond, don't be rude or mean. Being toppy or dominant is fine, being a rude, nasty prick isn't - and I don't deserve it!
If you make plans with me, stick to them ... I get that stuff comes up, but don't play games and fuck me around. If you aren't interested just say so ... my world won't end, I was fine before you and I will be fine after!!!
Accept that my world is busy too. I am a single mum and I have a very busy career which I love. I won't intentionally stuff you around and I will let you know the minute I do that a plan may have to change .... but do not crack the shits at me and tell me to "fuck off, you weren't that good a fuck anyway" Cos yes I was!
I do not want happy ever after!
I do not want white picket fences!
I do not want lots of the things other girls want!
BUT
I do want to be treated with respect and shown some common decency ... I doesn't cost you anything to be be polite, but you may lose a lot if you aren't!!!
END RANT!!
ok I will stop yelling cos I have your attention!
I get that I am a whore.
I get that I am not having a 'relationship' with any of my minions other than casual but regular - that is fine, it is the way I like it.
That doesn't mean you don't need to show basic manners and respect. Even whores have feelings!!!
If I sms you - respond please. I don't need an immediate response, but within 24 hours would be nice. Even if it is to say "sorry really busy, will get back to you next week"
If you do respond, don't be rude or mean. Being toppy or dominant is fine, being a rude, nasty prick isn't - and I don't deserve it!
If you make plans with me, stick to them ... I get that stuff comes up, but don't play games and fuck me around. If you aren't interested just say so ... my world won't end, I was fine before you and I will be fine after!!!
Accept that my world is busy too. I am a single mum and I have a very busy career which I love. I won't intentionally stuff you around and I will let you know the minute I do that a plan may have to change .... but do not crack the shits at me and tell me to "fuck off, you weren't that good a fuck anyway" Cos yes I was!
I do not want happy ever after!
I do not want white picket fences!
I do not want lots of the things other girls want!
BUT
I do want to be treated with respect and shown some common decency ... I doesn't cost you anything to be be polite, but you may lose a lot if you aren't!!!
END RANT!!
Wednesday, 4 January 2012
I shall call him squishy .....
..... and he shall be mine!!!
30 yo, cute as a button and he wants to explore D/s ..... as a bottom.
We met, we talked lots, we made out even more and i think this has lots of potential!! While I am not super experienced at topping guys, I do understand the concept and I think that both squishy and I are going to have and amazing time together.
He says he is interested in attending some events with me - this means meeting my friends as well. This could get interesting methinks.
30 yo, cute as a button and he wants to explore D/s ..... as a bottom.
We met, we talked lots, we made out even more and i think this has lots of potential!! While I am not super experienced at topping guys, I do understand the concept and I think that both squishy and I are going to have and amazing time together.
Sunday, 1 January 2012
be careful what you wish for ....
..... 'cos you just know that where Boy Wonder is concerned, you are so going to get it!!!
I sent him an email at 0400 "I want to get on my knees, be skull fucked by you & and take the hardest pounding you have ever given please Your baby girl whore xxx"
At 7pm this evening, that is exactly what I got!! He arrived on his bike (that always makes me wet lol) he gave me exactly what I asked for, had a beer, kissed me and left!!!
What an awesome way to welcome 2012!!!!
I sent him an email at 0400 "I want to get on my knees, be skull fucked by you & and take the hardest pounding you have ever given please Your baby girl whore xxx"
At 7pm this evening, that is exactly what I got!! He arrived on his bike (that always makes me wet lol) he gave me exactly what I asked for, had a beer, kissed me and left!!!
What an awesome way to welcome 2012!!!!
New Year
The last couple of weeks of 2011 were pretty quiet, due to illness and general grumpiness ... but it is a new year and a new attitude is called for!!!
I love the current stable of minions I have ... there would need to be someone pretty amazing to get my attention in order for me to increase the numbers ;)
I have decided that 2012 is the year to just go with the flow ... enjoy all the fun stuff, take the negatives and just learn and move on and most importantly not to limit myself or my actions because of other peoples perceptions or ideals on what is right or appropriate for a woman of my age! This is the year to find myself and find my bliss ... it will be so, I have deemed it to be :)
I love the current stable of minions I have ... there would need to be someone pretty amazing to get my attention in order for me to increase the numbers ;)
I have decided that 2012 is the year to just go with the flow ... enjoy all the fun stuff, take the negatives and just learn and move on and most importantly not to limit myself or my actions because of other peoples perceptions or ideals on what is right or appropriate for a woman of my age! This is the year to find myself and find my bliss ... it will be so, I have deemed it to be :)
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