Ahhh The force is strong Padawan!!!

After a week or so of trying to be a good girl (stupid kidneys) it was time to make the most of a delicious opportunity. Angell & The Graduate & me!!!!

He arrived at 1730 and stayed for 4 hours.

It was just what i needed - it felt like he spoiled me lots, and angell taught him how to fist me .... i think he liked that lol!!!

He is really starting to show a very dominant side, and takes instruction well too - he and i together have an endless amount of fun teasing angell!.

I am looking forward to seeing him again just in a 1:1 situation ... i want to see if he is able to top me out! This could be fun!!!!

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

So angell and i have both been chatting to the same guy for almost 2 months. I think we both knew something wasn't quite right, but we were bored lol.

He said he was kinky, he was on fet, his profile pic on RHP  wasn't too bad and chatting to him wasn't costing anything!!

Finally tonight i convinced him to get on cam - OMFG!!!!!!!

I don't think i am a complete judgemental bitch, but sweet geezus he was sooooo not what he said he was.

His profile said he was tall, average body blond hair, a pilot etc etc etc.

How do i describe this guy ..... think kerry packer in one of those house of mirrors where they make your face really long but wide!!! And not as cute as Kerry Packer is now (yes i know Kerry has been dead for years .... are you getting the picture??? Are you???????

On the upside, after a reasonably crappy afternoon it has made me laugh harder than i ever thought possible!!!

Wonder Gentleman

So I got to see Boy Wonder Today

It wasn't for long, and we didn't even have sex (sucking cock in a car doesn't count!) but was still nice to see him for an hour. We talked lots about just random crap and it was fun ... and as much as he would hate me saying so, he did something that was pleasantly unexpected, but greatly appreciated - but shhh we just wont tell anyone!!

Afternoon Delight

So it came to pass, that after much teasing and headfucking, it was time for angell baby and the graduate to join me for a delicious afternoon of carnal pleasure!!

7 hours later and i am still grinning from ear to ear. 

For someone so "nilla" and young, he is an amazing and attentive lover. He had the ability to make us both feel like were the only person in the room, but never ignored the other. His kisses are divine, but he has this evil look in his eyes that i just cannot work out!! He truly does mess with me - but in a good way!!

He got to watch angell baby fist me, and me returning the favour, there was lots of kissing and sucking and touching and it was awesome. The i decided i wanted him in my arse. I positioned me face between angell baby's legs. He got behind me and slowly entered me - it felt oh so good. He took it slowly initially but quickly got into it. Whil he was in my arse angell baby put her hands around my throat!!! I was gone!!! We fucked hard, i wanted more and more, but my body was disagreeing, so i had to "uncle on anal" a first for me lol. 

Angell started sucking him. I love watching her with cock, she is just so good!!! It was her turn to take him, he is so deliciously thick. She positioned herself between my legs, got on her hands and knees and readied herself to be fucked. Watching both their faces was incredible. I got such a buzz knowing i had bought these two together. As he fucked her hard I started speaking dirty to her, telling her what an amazing whore she was and how proud i was of her ... he seemed to like this, because the orgasm that was building inside of him was going to be incredible. The pair of them managed to orgasm at the same time - i think it was mind blowing for the three of us!!!!

For the next hour we lay there, we talked, we got ready to head out and generally debriefed about the afternoon. It was great - the perfect way to end a week! I so cant wait til he visits again, either with me alone or with angell baby!!

I just cannot believe how much fun I am having atm - it just rocks

Boy Wonder's whore

He messaged me - he would be here at 11.

He told me what he wanted me to be wearing as I opened the door. He said he would be videoing everything from the moment i opened the door.

I opened the door, he made me stand there for a minute so he could just look at me - he was well pleased.
He grabbed my hair and forced me to my knees. He skull fucked me hard and fast.

He went and sat on his seat, i crawled to him. He loves feeling my tits around his cock so that is what i did.

Over the next hour he fucked all my holes. He shot his load over my face and tits - so hot!!!

He took me to the shower, we kissed then he told me to get on my knees .... he proceeded to piss all over me. When he was finished he washed me, we got dry, we hugged and he left. What a yummy visit!

He is trying to seduce me Mrs.Robinson!!!!

I couldn't help it dammit - i just had to go back for another bite of the Graduate's cherry.

He had 2 hours off work about the same time i got home from work - and who am i to knock back such a wonderful opportunity!!! After 2 days of constant smsing and flirting I was so horny I was ready to punch a cow!

We must of both been horny as fuck ... we managed to get shoes and underwear off, but that's it! After i got his first load, we got the giggles at the fact that we were essentially fully clothed .... he even still had his sunnies on top of his head!!!! He only took them off after we finished fucking - and he left them behind roflmao!!!!

i do love teasing him with my arse - he spent ages just rubbing my arse. He also spent forever just playing with my nipples - sucking, licking & kissing ... so yummy!!!

He has given me a challenge though ... one that i won't blog about just yet, but i will win!!!!!

Here's to me Mrs. Robinson!!!

I have found myself a toyboy .... He shall be called the Graduate!
He is only 30 .... so cute, so innocent looking .... and so good at fucking!!!

He arrived at 3 am. I opened the door and he kissed me. He is about 6ft. The cutest baby face!!
I took him to my room, where we spent about 15 mins just standing there, kissing, touching, exploring.
He lay me down on the bed, slid up towards my, kissing me, my breasts, and making his way down to my cunt.
He was amazed at how wet i was - hehe!! He has an amazing tongue!!!

He bought himself up to me again, he entered me - he was so think, it was so tight. We fucked for a while and then i told him to fuck me doggy style! Apparently the site of his cock entering my cunt while grabbing my hips was near to much for him. He became primal, pounding me hard until he unleashed his load in me ... apparently i was wetter than he has ever had before :D

We lay together, talking about everything - for someone so young he is very together! After a rest we fucked again ... it was delicious and left me shaking. Before we knew it, it was 0530 - he was late for work and i was fucked, physically and metaphorically!!!!

What a way to start the day!!!!!

Boy Wonder

HOLY SNAPPING DOGSHIT BATMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I met him on RHP - angell baby referred him to me as he was closer to me and i thank her a thousand times!!! 

He arrived on a motorbike ... i was already gone!!! 

I am not going to go into exactly what he did .... he called it a sampler of treats! If that is the sampler I cannot wait till i get to try out the whole box of chocolates!!!!! 

All i can say is that i truly was treated like a whore, i loved it, he loved it and it took days for me to wipe the smile off my face! 

slack .... but with good reason lol

ok ok i know i been slack, but i been a busy little whore you know!!!!

So strap your selves in and hold on for an incredible ride while i tell you what i been up to in last 10 days!!!!!

A few weeks ago I introduced my angell baby to the barista!! wow ... talk about sparks and sexual tension!!!!
So a plan was made .... it was time for the lovely angell to lose her threesome training wheels!!!!
Last Tuesday was the night. She an i talked, we established safe words. Having played with barista before i knew she was in for a wild ride - but i wanted her to know that i was with her at all times and that i would not let anything bad happen to her.
He picked us up right on time .... i made her sit in the front seat. I sat behind. As we drove off i leant forward and put a blindfold on her. He grabbed her hand it put it on his cock. As we travelled along there was a lot of fondling, stroking and even some cock sucking .... was most delicious to watch!
We arrived at his place, he got out of car and went to open door, i spent a quiet moment with her making sure she was ok and trusted that i would take care of her.

At the front door we were both forced to our knees and made to suck his cock. Watching my yummy girl sucking cock was amazing and so very hot!!! Eventually he got as to both to go through the house and out the back. He bent us both over the outside table and spanked our naughty arses. It was then time to get on our knees again ... i think we spent 30 mins just sucking cock! It was so intense!

After exhausting ourselves with cock sucking, it was time to watch the Barista fist my yummy girl .... OMFG!!! she was amazing! I must admit i have never seen anyone take a fisting like she did .... and when she squirted all over the ground it was the hottest thing i have ever seen!!

After fisting and sucking and making angell cum so much she thought she was going to pass out it was apparently my turn!!! I was placed on the table on my back, legs spread and he began to attempt to fist me. I was so scared / nervous after the previous attempt, but he took it slow, and while i wasnt able to take his whole fist, i took enough that i squirted everywhere ... it was amazing and i so needed it!!!!

It was time for a breather - a glass of wine, a bit of a laugh and discussion on how things were going ..... was actually really nice. Then it was time for good old fashioned fucking - again watching my girl get a pounding both from cock and more fisting. Once she had her fill and couldn't take anymore it was my turn - i straddled him and we both fucked till orgasm ... i think i lost all feeling in my legs and collapsed on top of him!!! The three of us were an exhausted mess!!! What an awesome first threesome for my angell girl!!!

So I think I may of created a monster ..... angell invited her current fuck buddy "Pony" to join her and I four days later!! 


He arrived, she took him to my bedroom where i joined them a short time later. All i can say is WOW!! Pony is redonkulously tall, geeky but hot all at the same time and deliciously huge hands!! Then there was his cock .... hard, thick and with 2 frenum piercings!!! I was excited and nervous all at the same time!!!!! 


Initially i just sat back and enjoyed the show, watching angell impress me with the way she sucked cock! When he was nice and hard he turned his attention to me, kissing, touching teasing me. Then he started to make moves towards my arse! OH MY .... it was intense. I didn't think I would be able to take it, but he was slow and gentle and after a while i had his cock all the way in my arse - almost immediately i could feel the orgasm build. I just wanted it harder and harder. It was so very yummy!!! 


Once he decided i had enough he started concentrating on angell. I must say Pony is amazing at sucking clits and eating naughty girls out!!! I think we both kept thinking we were going to pass out when he was going down on us!! He positioned angell between my legs and then he entered her from behind ... was so hot, her lips on me as he entered her arse. This girl that insists she hates anal takes the one of the best poundings i have ever seen ..... i thought i was good, but watching her makes me realise i am not worthy lol!!!! 


The downside of trying to blog about an event that has happened over a week ago is that all i can remember is that we fucked, we sucked, we fisted, we squirted and we were generally fubar from fucking!!! And angell was amazing ..... i saw a side of her i never knew existed and i cannot wait to explore her even further!!!!!


So Friday night angell and i saw Pony again .... this could become a delicious habit!!! No need to go into the ins and outs of a ducks bum this time, we were much more relaxed and the sucking and fucking was fantastic as per usually, but this time there was something different .... my angell girl fisted me for the first time ever and it was the most amazing thing ever!!!! All i can say is that i want me some more of that!!!!!!

In future i will keep blog better updated, but for now i need sleep - angell is wearing me out ;)

three in the bed ......

and the yummy angell girl said ......................................

OH OH OH OH OH OH OH OH OH OH

so proud of her.

Things to work on for next time ... but so please she wants there to be a next time :)

more to follow later hehehehehe

blah

tired, sad, lonely, frustrated, hurting ......

the whole thing on sat night has actually thrown me a bit. Thought i was over it, but i almost feel like i am dropping or something ... except it is a really bad drop.

Its also the first time that i have realised that as much fun as fuck buddies are, they arent always available especially when all i need is a hug and a cry. it is stupid - that isnt what fuck buddies are about, but i am just cranky about it all atm xxx

broken again

What is it with guys that think fisting is easy and you can just slam right in???

I met up with a guy last night, we were having fun, then he decided to try fisting me. He assured me he had done it before and knew what he was doing .... EPIC FAILURE!!! Within 2 minutes i had to get him to stop! He has cut all inside me somehow, it took an hour to stop the bleeding - it was gushing out of me and was also coming out in clots and today i am so sore and feel sick. I have also discovered that peeing is a new experience in pain.

I think that there is going to be a fisting ban from now on, or at the very least until i am sure that they know what they are doing ... it may be a 5th or 6th "date" thing i think.

OUCH!!!!

smiling

God I love my life!!

things may not always go to plan, and yes that sucks, but i am focusing on the positives!

I saw awesome friends. I had a beautiful spanking / paddling and caning.

I got to see secret squirrel ... it was only briefly, and he was working, but i still got to see him!!!

moving on

this post is not about anything terribly interesting, but important none the less!!

finally after  months and months, i get the feeling that Golum is ready to move on and has accepted that we are not going to get back together.

the sense of relief is overwhelming and for the first time in a long time i not only feel happy, but also calm. a huge weight has been lifted and i can let go of all guilt.

Of course i am a little bit sad - he was and always will be a significant person in my life - hopefully now it is just as a friend :)

new player

so there is a new player in the game .... check out my "players so far" post for an update

impromptu

Secret squirrel popped round for an impromptu visit tonight ....

he bought his camera (a very posh looking one with big doohickeys lol) we spent a couple of hours just kissing and hugging and spooning and taking lots of photos.

He loves my arse and keeps telling me i am as hot as hell. He says he loves my expressions, the way i blush, the way i am a cross between a frightened little girl and a maneater!

we didn't "fuck" tonight, lots of sucking, touching etc and just generally exploring each other. I thought he would leave and i would be all frustrated, but i am not! I am just looking forward to spending some more time working him out. He shared a bit more about himself tonight, some really private stuff. It was sweet, especially when he asked me what the hell it was about me that made him feel safe in telling me his secrets.

I have invited him to my party ... he is really interested in the kink scene and wants to explore. I think he is going to be a lot of fun :)

pisser

So I met pisser last night

we stayed at a hotel in the city, hotel was ok.

he was the oddest kisser, i cant even explain what it was, but it was just weird!

Things i learned about him ..

• unemployed ... this means he had a great night at zero expense! A mistake i wont make again!
• He struggles to remember what "white lies" he has told lol
• He took the idea that i liked rough sex and was verging on brutal ... but all while kissing. Don'y think he intentionally meant to hurt me, but he fisted me so hard that i started bleeding - A LOT!! And i think it will be a week or two before arse or pussy will be able to be touched!
• After 3 ciders he cant fuck anymore lol.

All in all a disappointing experience and a learning experience. Maybe I am not really cut out for the whole whoring thing. No i don't want happily ever, but i think i need to get back to finding those one or two guys that i can have fun with, who match me sexually.

Really unsure how i am feeling at the moment ... guess it goes with the territory

another awesome message

This message was received from a guy in Sydney. Normally i wouldn't even respond, but the message was so clever i had too!!!!

Well Raven, after a quick but thorough viewing of your profile I have courted, married and divorced you in my mind.

As per our prenup, you can have the beach house in the bahamas, and half the money as agreed.

It was such an amazing ride. Pity we couldn't work out what went wrong.

Your ex husband, Mike

My response ..... 

Just because we are divorced doesnt mean we can't enjoy each other in the bedroom still though!! We were always so compatible sexually ;) 

I think we should rendezvous quarterly @ the Bahamas beach house and do things that make fish blush ;) 

Warm regards 
Your ex wife 

Best message ever!

So I talked about the Teddy Bear in my previous post! This is how he got my attention ......

Received Nov 05 2011

Say.....  Do any of you guys know how to maddison? 
  
Brad

Sent Nov 05 2011

OMG best message ever!!!!  Janet

Received Nov 05 2011

So are you looking for a faithful handyman, a sweet transvestite or someone with "a certain naive charm" 
  
(I think it may be illegal to build your own) 
  
Brad

Sent Nov 05 2011

lol @ illegal ..... building ones own is always way more fun though!!!!  could I have a sweet handyman that is naive???  Janet ;)

received Nov 05 2011

You have your own lab people should know about? Sounds like you speak  from experience! 
  
Well, I'm probably built more like Eddie than rocky anyway. (but can't play sax) 
  
Brad

Sent Nov 05 2011

well Eddie is the living end .... i am much more of a Columbia type myself lol!! I can't play sax but i can blow a pretty good .............................

received Nov 05 2011

Eddie                                                                  Me 
  
Didn't like his teddy                                               Still have childhood teddy 
Switch blade                                                         nail clippers, occassional pocket knife 
Rock n Roll porn                                                    enjoy most porn 
Harley                                                                  BSA (currently not running) 
Sax                                                                      told I can sing (run karaoke) 
Shooting up junk                                                   smoking (only cigarettes) 
  
Still wanna toucha toucha me? 
  
Brad

Sent Nov 05 2011

can you make me feel dirty?

Received Nov 05 2011

What's this 
Let's see 
I feel sexy 
What's come over me 
wooo here it comes again

interesting week

so have been busy this week ... and not just whoring lol!!

Went out and had my arse spanked! That was fun and just what i needed!

Was meant to meet a new guy - apparently a Dom. Not only has he cancelled plans on me 3 times, he then showed up to the club where i was playing and left as soon as i finished playing ... without saying hi. I guess seeing my arse turned him off!!!

I met the truckie guy - he was really nice, had a good coffee and chat. I was well behaved and we made plans to catch up again after he returns from NZ next week.

I met a mechanic ... he seemed nice enough, but i just got the impression that he is only interested in me on days when he has nothing better on, so think i will give him a miss. I am all for being slutty, but even i have some self esteem lol.

Then there was the teddy bear!!! He is so very different to the type i have gone for before. He is 6ft4" and a big big boy. But he just made me laugh. We talked for hours. He reminded me of a biker but is a real gentle giant (though deliciously rough in bed hehe) and he sings lol.

The funniest thing about meeting the teddy hear, was that i took him to a local cafe ... and ended up sitting at a table next to the hot barista!! Barista was sitting there with a group of mates and his brother - they clearly knew who i was (or at least what i did hehe) ... both teddy bear and barista felt i should of just introduced them to each other and we could of had a threesome!! So helpful ... though the idea does have potential hehehe.

On friday I am finally meeting pisser ... and if all goes well he is staying friday night. It is going to be the most amazing weekend or a complete let down, but i am confident it will be great :D

three strikes and you are out!

hate it when i shuffle fuck buddies around so that i can potentially meet a new one and then the new one cancels on me!! What is worse is that the one i shuffled around for has cancelled 3 times ... so not only did he piss me off and will no longer get the chance to meet me, it means that i missed out on getting laid on friday night and saturday night!!!

Dirty Whore is not pleased ... though it means i now have a new policy .... never change plans for anyone. What is arranged is what will happen!!!! If they want to met me they can fit in to my timetable!!

sulky bloody minions!!!

so one of my minions cracked the sads today! Orderly feels i am not giving him enough attention .... awww suck it up didums!!!!

Apparently it is fine for him to be unavailable for almost 2 weeks, but god forbid that 2 days in a row when he has the need, and i am unavailable.

So he has deleted me off oasis and apparently wants nothing to do with me anymore lol.

On the upside, this opens up room for auditioning another minion hehe

At this rate i may be able to have my own little gang bang hehehe

Lunch time booty call

So today was the turn of Hose.

He is a really nice guy, ridiculously tall and a great kisser.

His 'eating pussy' prowess was awesome ... so I ensured he did that for at least 45 mins hehehe

The actual sex was "nice"

I hate hate hate "nice"  sex .... it was just all very nilla and missionary. I even lashed out and suggested a few things we could try. I am not talking about anything too 'out there' i suggested doggy style and anal lol.

Apparently just 'snuggling' was "nice"  AHHHHHHH I HATE THAT FUCKING WORD!!!!

I am troubled by whether it is a reflection on me, that "nice" sex no longer cuts it anymore. Or was there more I could of done to get things more interesting. Or maybe I just didn't give a damn - he fucked me, i sent him on his way and reached into my bottom draw ......... only to discover the batteries were flat lol.

I wonder what the Goddess is trying to tell me lmao!!!

Ahhh well, not to worry ... there is now a new player in the game, a Dom, who is actually on fet .... so that must make him legitimate right??? roflmao!!

watch this space ...........

so it was time

he picked me up as arranged ... i was so nervous


Barista  drives out the drive way and asked where my blindfold was. I told him it was in my bag. "Put it on" he told me. I did .... within 30 seconds we had pulled up. He got out of the car and walked around to my door. 


He pulled my hair and kissed me. Then he pulled at my clothing ... i am not sure how, but i am sitting in a car with nothing on from the waist up!!! And i did not care! 


Back at his place and i was pushed, teased, head fucked and taken to a place that i cannot ever remember! It wasn't just the sex - great sex is easy - it was the D/s!! how i have missed that. This person that knows so little about me caused me to squirt - TWICE!!! Since hitting menopause squirting took so much effort / concentration / and more stress than it was worth!

I wont go into gory details, but i was skull fucked till i gagged ... and then was pushed further!
I had my cunt pounded by cock, fisted until i squirted so badly that I may owe someone a mattress lol and my arse fucked so hard that his piercing bled!!! (I was fine hehehehehe) 


I then explored with stuff that i was never going to, and i am sorry, but i feel ripped off!!! I wish I knew!!!!  


This whore has found a whole new world!!! I was amazing before, but you ain't seen nothing yet people .... I AM WOMAN HEAR ME ROAR .... 


Oh yes I am wise
But it's wisdom born of pain
Yes, I've paid the price
But look how much I gained
If I have to, I can do anything
I am strong
I am invincible
I am woman

My afternoon

After only meeting online @ 0500 this morning I got brave and went and met the Barista this afternoon.

WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW


I arrived where he works, he was busy but as soon as we saw each other sparks were flying!!
He had spent all day online fucking with my head, so by the time it came to meet I was a mess, nervous, excited, freaking out lol!
He works in a cafe, there were customers there. He told me he wanted to show me out the back. I went out the back with him. Once out of sight he grabbed my hair and kissed me roughly .... instant wet cunt!

After a couple of minutes he went back out to the front while I composed myself. He made me a coffee and I went and sat outside and whenever he could we talked. We talked about sex and kink and piercings and tattoos. Also turns out we have a few mutual friends ... spooky lol!

Finally it was time for him to start packing up.

He asked my to come into the back room again. He grabbed my hair, kissed me and forced me down to my knees. I opened my mouth and took his cock in it. He has a frenum piercing ... that was new. I was deeo throating him, gagging in his cock. Just as I was getting into it he pulled his cock out of my mouth, but it back in his jeans. He left me there on my knees as he went to front of shop again. I went to get up, but was told that I was to stay where I was. The shop was empty but doors were still unlocked. He summoned me to him, but i had to stay on my knees. I crawled out to him and right there in the shop he started skull fucking me again.

Again he wouldn't let me finish blowing him. He pulled out, told me to get up that he was taking me home. I was disappointed ... until he said he was going to be back at 8pm and that we were going to have an amazing evening of fun!!

I am still grinning, my cunt is dripping wet and my clit is throbbing. I can't wait to see what happens next!!!!

The players so far!!!

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I have discovered my inner whore!!!!

After many years of trying to fool myself, I have discovered that behind the boring mother is a whore just screaming to come out!

Who am I to deny her???

I think I am going to use this blog to record my escapades so that when it is time to be boring and respectable again i can look back on this and smile wickedly!!!!

So strap yourself in and hold on, we are off for one hell of a ride!!!!!!